Unsolved Cases
Natalee Holloway
Facts:
Natalee was vacationing with friends on the Caribbean resort island when she disappeared the night of May 30, 2005.
She was seen leaving a bar with Joran van der Sloot and the Kalpoe brothers, Deepak and Satish Kalpoe. Joran and the brothers were jailed and later released after a judge ruled there was not enough evidence to hold them.
What I "Know"
Natalee went to Aruba to celebrate the beginning of her adult life having just graduated. What she was to find was someone willing to let it end for a few moments pleasure. This one broke my heart … my flashes on this one were accompanied by physical injuries that she suffered which I felt in a smaller way but still through these I could feel her fear and struggles. Thank the Lord I rarely can actually “feel” and experience someone’s injuries but it does happen. With Natalee, bless her heart, her struggle just to breathe left me myself ’sucking for air’ …
When I first heard the newscast I saw flashes of her at a crowded bar, partying and smiling … she had been drinking a lot and I see another person put something in her drink towards the time she left with several guys. One is different from the other two. He is massive and white; the other two are short and dark. She is attracted to the person that looks like a giant compared to her. She knows him, met him earlier. At this point, I feel that Natalee wasn’t capable of making any choices much less good choices on her own. As she is leaving the bar, she is being held up in a way to make it look like she is hugging and walking. They all get her in the car and drive off with plans to “date rape” her. I “know” that these young men have done this many times before and have always walked away from any involvement because the drug leaves amnesia in the victims and they choose girls that are leaving within a day or two so they have always gotten away with it before.
What went wrong …
Natalee’s system was weaker and not use to that much alcohol or drugs at all. She was struggling to breathe before she was even attacked. The large white man always went first and the two smaller guys as always before took their turns, finished up and left the unconscious girl on the beach. All walking away from these despicable crimes without any guilt. Not this time though.
I see Natalee’s head turned to me, she is barely conscious, her breathing is so shallow that its coming in tiny gasps and her hand reaching out … her struggle to breathe is heart rending … I can see the big man’s chest and weight pressing down on her head and small chest as she tries to get air that doesn’t come. For several minutes while he is either oblivious or just doesn’t care she suffocates and dies. When he finally gets off her, she is dead. The odd feeling for me is that he doesn’t immediately feel scared or guilty, NO way … he gets really P.O.'d … he gets angry! He blames her!
I see him call several people, one is an older man that he tells that he was with a girl that overdosed and died alone with him. How can they keep him from being involved. The older man frantic to protect him at all costs, brings a small truck and a barrel drum. I see them pick up her small body and just dump her head first into the drum, put the lid on and drive away from the beach. The older man knows where the drum is … the younger man will hate Natalee the rest of his life for what he feels she did to him.
I see flashes of other places and things but I can’t connect them to anything since I have never been to Aruba or the locations. From the beginning, I keep seeing something cylindrical. I though it was the drum she was placed in but it keeps nagging at me so I feel something larger and round comes into to play. Maybe a lighthouse? Maybe a storm drain? I don’t know but I do know that legally I shouldn’t name the man that killed Natalie but surely I can say that they had the guilty people all along. Without a doubt in my mind that was the man, I saw crushing the breath out of that precious girl.
To Natalee and all her family, my prayers and thoughts are with you,
Bella
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